Emotions – Leave it I feel good – I feel better. I feel it I am getting better at leaving what I can not change. Milane still a huge challenge and I would hate to break my princess’s heart one day. But I have tried numerous times to engage with the mother on a decent […]
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Personal Journal 2022.11.23
Personal Journal – Work in progress is better than no work! 3D Printing is coming back to me 🙂 Happy about this. Once again great confidence booster. Personally I think I am more in control. No more partying excessively during the weeks or over weekends. I knew this was a temporarily thing and glad it […]
Emotional Journal 2022.11.23
Emotions – Relax for Better Focus The emotions are improving every single day. The hope is there and the eagerness to start something great gives me confidence. But still at times I feel tensed and anxiety attacks. I need to learn to relax when focusing on a task. I realised this while trying to configure […]
Emotional Journal 2022.11.18
Emotions – Day One Rejections Leads to Doubts in the Last Days I feel I still lose my emotions especially when someone I really like dearly and myself are in a confrontation. In general not as bad as I use to be past 4 years. But I have to control my emotions better and prevent […]
Personal Journal 2022.11.17
Personal Journal – Perfect Spaces Produce Perfect Motivation! Once again proven to myself I can virtually do anything I put my mind to. I am more empowered each day. I am also not fearing to totally change my kitchen & living area. I know I can mostly do this by myself and maybe one helping […]
Emotional Journal 2022.11.15 #2
Emotions – Debate “Silently” and Salute Yourself! My emotions are much more content. I am enjoying time alone at home – more and more. I feel stronger. I had small debate with N and still realises that I need to tone down my temper. I should not allow a situation to inflame my mood. Debate […]
Personal Journal 2022.11.15
Personal Journal – Courses Giving Courage to Super Boost Confidence Feeling quite proud discovering some Courses I did – nearly forgot about them. Can update my LinkedIn profile ASAP. I know I have to do more courses and update my current skills ito: Laravel & Flutter. Will super boost my confidence. Need to schedule this […]
Emotional Journal 2022.11.15
Emotions – Organise to Avoid Panic and Stress Feeling really good. The future does look much better. I have humor and I am starting to get traction on getting my working area sorted. Just need to make more money though 🙂 Just need to make a list of all critical vs outstanding tasks – to […]
Personal Journal 2022.11.11
Personal Journal – Cleaning, Calibrating and Starting up my 3D Printer was/is such a rewarding feeling.Will invest time to build a proper case for the 3D Printer, give it it’s rightful place / location and also some improvements in terms of heating. I am feeling empowered by the fact I can actually (again) motivate and […]
Emotional Journal 2022.11.11
Emotions – I have Enough and I am Happy Enough! My positive and grateful mindset seems to start paying off. I am more appreciative of the small things in life. I feel happy – bubbly. I feel I can conquer all my dreams – God willing. I am not fearing the future as much as […]