Emotions – Get home and get going
Woke up this morning early, feeling great to be at office.
In general I feel so positive and feel like gaining that confidence once again.
Need to work through some challenges still, but once I connect a commitment or a ritual to an emotional event I tend to follow through.
Sure there is still some days I miss my father, brother, family and friends I’ve lost the past 4-5 years. But there is light. I feel I can overcome this. I feel I still have it in me. But like I said, some days are better than others. Some days I still suffer to be alone and stay committed to my projects and my personal challenges.
Overall I can feel what I have implemented are slowly but surely starting to deliver the goods.
I feel more valuable and I also start to realise my happiness is solely my own responsibility. At times it is hard to accept that but other times I feel I am okay with it.
I feel really proud that I maintain my exercise routine, do my daily blogging.
The primary challenge now, is for me to get home and start working on my projects. I know that finishing a project is so rewarding to me and reinforces my believe system and confidence. But I am still having some difficulty doing exactly this.
